what am i to you?

Because you are the one i love and the one i'm in love with, the one i miss so much that it hurts, the one i trust, the one that makes me feel weak in the knees and go blank. i picture your face in the back of my mind while i go through all the details i have in my head, the smell of your hair, the sound of your voice, the texture of your skin and the curvature of your muscles around your shoulders, the exact moment when i notice you're already asleep, the exact moment when i close my eyes and smile because i have you with me. to make it a short story: you are the world to me.

what am i to you, then?
i'm nothing but a broken heart trying to find out if you're still in love with me.

i wish you knew how hard i hold myself to you, because the last thing i want in this world is to wake up one morning and realize you're not mine anymore.

[i'm yours forever, will you love me when i'm gone?]