what i really want to do now is trust you enough so i can open up to you

and rest on your chest

and listen to your heart beat

and close my eyes

and know you love me

and take a deep breath

and never forget your scent

and make love to you

and hold you like if you were in pieces

and kiss you like you're my last

and my first

and walk holding hands

and look into each other's eyes

and watching fucking sunsets

and taking the cutest fucking pictures

and not having to act like i don't care about you

when all i do is to care.