i'm scared. i'm so scared. i'm scared to death. but i'm not letting it out this time. fear screws me up every time. i'm gonna keep my mouth shut, try not to avoid eye contact and try my best to resist to say everything i want to say until you say it to me first.
i always end up saying it first and i screw it. i won't do it this time. i'm gonna let the feeling cover me until i feel weak in the knees and cry every night and bite my tongue 'til it bleeds.





did you say it?
''i love you''
''you changed my life''
did you ever said it?
''i don't wanna live without you''
cause this is it. it could all be gone tomorrow.